Friday, March 5, 2010

March Fifth 2010 Eight pm

So today was great, paid off some bills for once, I think I'm doing pretty good. I'm trying to remain calm but my LANDLORD came to my door this evening to tell me about my rent. How could I possibly get screwed over this way? I'm gonna kill... I don't know. Today was wierd, due to lack of sleep from the previous night. I already napped. I can't even tell you how long I was out but I did NOT want to wake up. However I woke up feeling severely agitated with Alex, I wanted him to go away. Now, thats completely new. We need a bed... well, he has a bed but he is tortured by...his parents. They pay for his education... So what can we do? Nothing... Oh no... I left momentarily and Alex is already on his way back. For some reason, I am choosing to keep this secretive. Because now I can say whatever I want, and not have to worry about repricussions. Hope I spelt that correctly. Unfortunately you can never be too sure, can you? Haha, He went to get his hair cut, how do you think it looks? I hope it looks good, my boy looks good with long hair but its curly-ish so it looks messy, and his parents keep making him cut it. That's right, this day and age he can still say his parents made him... they got him under their thumb though because he really wants to finish college.... Two more years guys, think I can make it? Haha, I sure do. Can't imagine being without the boy.

I am in a little bit of a frenzy. I have maybe two hundred dollars left. And I don't know how long I'm going to need to make that last. Because I don't know when the hell CFS is actually gonna come through and pay my rent like they're supposed to. What kind of CHILD and FAMILY agency is gonna abandon an 18 year old girl in an apartment she can't afford

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